Monthly Archive for July, 2009

Missouri Botanical Garden

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Here is one I took. I love it cause it is more interesting than the average flower.

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Dreaming is Nursed in Darkness.

Do you want to see what I have been up to in school this summer? Here is an essay I wrote for Film Appreciation class taught by Stacy Barton.

“A man must dream a long time in order to act with grandeur, and dreaming is nursed in darkness.” —Jean Genet.
To describe City Of Lost Children as dark, sinister or “sick-and-twisted” (Hicks, Deseret News 1996) in the most rudimentary convention is to fly instead of taking a ship, camp in a trailer instead of under the stars or watch a movie when (in some cases) the book proves more insightful. In every visual way possible, this movie is indeed dark. The darkness is not that of formulaic bogeymen and monsters. It is an apocalyptic darkness. Pervading time and underscoring the injustices of violence that average people are quick to utilize with out repercussion, the darkness is barely recognizable as what follows day, which is something that is so easily taken for granted in the here and now. Jean-Pierre Jeunet and Marc Caro created the depth needed to explain, like a book, the story in it’s entirety. Very few movies are capable of rivaling their printed counterparts. Fewer movies can boast that they epitomize reading between the lines, but as some state “[City of Lost Children] …too rarely engages deeper emotions to score much of a bonus”, the “collection of weirdos” and “in-your-face imagery”(Variety Staff, 1995) is too much for some to go looking for them. Perhaps it is what it is and we should have all peed our pants over it and gone home by now. Or perhaps the message, drenched in the romanticism of newfound friends and a happy ending is so much darker than ghoulish antagonists and rusted metal shrouded in fog.

At the fault of my own ‘judging a book by it’s cover’ method of choosing movies, my first viewing of this film, about five years after its release came at the insistence of many artistic friends. I also can thank my husbands love of sci-fi, as I essentially watched it by proxy. At first glance I was impressed by the quality of it’s aesthetic. The engaging look of an apocalyptic city soaked in an almost silent trickle of water was like looking through goggles in the night to an encrusted coral reef, soaking in each color like a massive sponge. Each orange-red and blue-green, a mesmerizing trademark of the Jeunet-Caro partnership, was blinding me to some of the takes that eventually became poignant in the second and third viewings. Maturity may have also shown me the ability to see what I was blind to before. As a child fast food was like a candy dish. Maybe the sun-bleached drive through menus are as now as old as I am, but I only see brown, orange and yellow. Even the salads are an inedible shade of chartreuse. I’ve opened my eyes. Hamburgers are great every now and again, but sometimes I like my movies to be like a copper fillet of baked salmon with a huckleberry sauce deeper than merlot contrasted with an emerald spinach salad topped with julienned carrots and cabbage that makes a plum blush with envy. The recipe of French cinema is more complex, more natural and consequentially more honest. It’s cause and effect montage sequences, unexpected camera jumps and emphasis on normalcy in lieu of ideology play on the conventions of Hollywood and gives City of Lost Children a classic yet complicated visceral patina that is felt through out the film and echoed in the costume and sets.

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Pretty Water Plants

Josh asked me last night if I wanted to go camping. Between the bugs and the poison oak, no… not really. Actually, I think I would love to. We might this weekend. He also wants to drive somewhere. I said the beach, but The Great Lakes are closer and cooooooooooooler. I don’t know if we’ll really go, but it would be nice to do something like this before summer is over.

Last night was my last film appreciation class for the summer semester. It was my only class. I got an A on my 5 page paper & the teacher asked to put it on her website. I realized how it is weird how there are some people who like what I write and then the polar opposite(Josh). He doesn’t hate it, but I am way too long winded and flowery for him. He prefers reading thick manuals to anything remotely entertaining. I am influenced slightly by Bronte & Abbey & Zola when I write-among other poets. I was nervous about the paper because I didn’t want to get some of the technicalities wrong. I have never done a formal bibliography or have ever cited sources with in the text.

Here is another random picture at the Missouri Botanical Gardens:

It reminds me of something out of an art nouveau painting.

Chloe has been doing SO well. She is a little more layed back, but just like before only nail-less(which is really fantastic when it comes to pain). She is so funny when she gets REALLY excited she runs through the house like a maniac. We’ve let her sleep outside of her crate the last two nights and aside from waking me up a little earlier, she’s done pretty well. We still keep the kids door closed, mainly because they leave their toys everywhere and I don’t want her to chew on stuff. They clean their room daily, but I don’t hover over them and stuff gets on the floor. Pretty sure the floor is magnetic. I have also been tucking the garbage can into the little downstairs bathroom(which is near where the can is anyway) so that in case Chloe smells anything she might like to dig for I don’t wake up to the floor covered in trash. So anyway, it looks like she likes sleeping in her little bed(that she has outgrown, but loves dearly) near me(she would rather sleep ON our bed, but yeah-I ♥ you, but no thanks). I want to get her a new bed, but I want to make sure it has a waterproof inside and a washable cover(s). Washing her little bed is a pain in the bum!

Lactation Art


So of course I had to share. By Laura Pelick
I also saw a store here called "Lactation" the other day with slings in the windows.
The world is so much better when people put their art in it.
 

Sturdy Shopping

We got our shopping “bags” tonight!!

We ended up getting them at Target anyway because we checked out the ones at Dollar Tree and they are TINY!! These where like six dollars each, but we figure with all the grocery shopping we do they will get major major usage. Not to mention most of the vendors at the farmer market automatically bag in plastic t-shirt bags for each individual vegetable. Luckily today we were able to cut down on bags by bringing along our little cooler. I had SO much fun there… we weren’t there for too long, but we got a ton of good veggies and the kids got to play a banjo and the banjo guy sun while they played. :) Trinity got another matryoshka doll at one of the trinket vendors(it’s like Saturday market, only the nonfood goods are pretty much made in China dimestore hippie crap) and the lady GAVE jonas a little wooden doggie that is a puzzle that opens.

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Here is a random picture of a horse that we saw on our little exploration trip of Illinois:
Someone's horse

Coraline was a little too much for the kids. Trinity stayed up half the night & Jonas said he had bad dreams and he never does. After the movie he was all zombie and wierded out. They never seem to get that bugged out about scary stuff… but I don’t think they watch too much of it. The last movies I think were a little scary for them was neverending story(the wolf was scary) and Trinity watched Return To Oz with Marina when she was like 3, but I don’t think she remembered it. It scared the ship out of me!! We kept reminding them that Coraline was a. fake & b. had a good ending. I think it would have been different if they watched it in the middle of the day.

Exploring…

On Friday, because the weather has been too good to not enjoy, we took a drive out to Carlyle Reservoir to check it out. The state park itself was pretty boring. We tried to go all around the lake and check out the wildlife reserve at the top, but as we took some access roads from Centralia, it became more and more country. When we finally reached the Kaskaskia River, we ran into a road block of flooding. The river was big and brown and going fast. There was a cool old bridge that had a sign to not cross. The garbage man who had given us directions from his stinky truck said he had been through the flooded part of the road, but it look like it was over 4 feet! It was crazy. There was an old guy camped near the river with his dog "twokay", an old hunting German Shorthair. It was brown and white. He said he had a girlfriend in Mascoutah. Chloe liked his dog. We talked to him for a while and then Chloe decided she would try to get to the river through the brush. I think she got a little trapped or something for a minute. we were really worried. she wasn’t barking or yelping. Then she just came out. maybe she just was grabbing a drink or something. We couldn’t get in there because there was poison oak all around. There was also a lot of dragonflies and caterpillars. some where hairy! trinity made friends with this one.

Caterpillar on the Kaskaskia River

Trinity & caterpillar

Me-Me & You-You

Hey! Do you know why I haven’t had any weather related complaints lately? Cause the weather hasn’t sucked. It’s been at most 80° and there is a cool breeze. I hate to brag, but it is outright lovely. I have heard the NW has been brutal. :/ I am betting that with the next storm (Thursday) we are going to be getting more and more humidity.

I got a singer sewing machine. The cheap walmart one. At first I was really bummed out about it because that is the way I am.. haha. I didn’t open the box for like three days. idk, I just know that we can’t really afford it(ie; i can think of more fruitful ways to spend 100$)-but now I am trying to enjoy and utilize it. Jonas has been begging me to let him sew himself a brown sweater. lol. I made him a scarf out of an old t-shirt. :D Trinity is learning a lot with it & of course Jonas wants to learn, but isn’t giving me the attention I need to fully explain/remember things. Trinity is retaining things, so yay. We just gotta get thinner thread now.

One of our fishies is swimming in circles and looks pale. :( I really hope it survives. Their names are Me-me & You-you.

Soda!=Food

Despite the miserable midwest humidity, we have been managing to walk a little more than normal. So. Fecking. Sweaty. We took a short walk to the library tonight. The kids did a lot of bike riding again today. I can’t wait to post the images I took of them riding bikes. Jonas was smiling ear to ear.

One thing I don’t miss from Granite City is that we don’t like by any large trees. Normally I like trees, but here there are cicadas that are SO loud and annoying. I know some people like the sounds they make, but I can’t stand it.

I saw this commercial on TV today. LOL… Oh noez.. don’t tax SODA!!! I love that they have a picture perfect family camping and they have the soda sitting on the table, as if to say-camping is not camping with out my soda i.v. I also love how they call it "food" um, yeaaaah.

While I was at school…


There is a snowcone stand about 1/4 mi. from our house. Josh took the kids there & took this picture.
Jonas learned to ride his bike finally, all the way(like starting w/ out us)
so this is his reward.

Me? Excited? Nawwwww.